Sad

In two weeks my Grayson James will be two years old.

2!

I don't know why this is making me so sad. I am literally heart broken! I get tears when I realize that my baby is no longer a baby but a toddler and is quickly moving on to preschooler. {Even though he won't be an official preschooler for a while longer.}

I just get sad.

No matter how you try and cherish and hold on to the baby days, they disappear just as quickly as can be. I know that logically there can't ALWAYS be a baby. There has to come a time in life where you stop. And watch your babies grow into children, and young adults, and adults, and then have babies of there own.

I know that.

But it doesn't make it any easier.

If any veteran moms out there have any words of wisdom for this broken hearted mama, please share! How did you make it through?! What made it easier??

I don't want to be sad through this awesome time. I want to be awesomely happy. And enjoy every second without being brought down. I know I will smile through the tears, and feel happy. I just wish I could go through this without feeling like my life as I knew it is ending.

Even though, technically, it is.